We've got "Ride" by Bond under the Pandora Tab, and it's not a bad song.. it's under my Palladio station. I love this kinda stuff though, it's like a cross of classical and rock, with a bit of dance and techno, with a cherry on top. Just all over fun to listen to. Makes me really want to play violin though. Is that going to be my deathbed quote? Wish I had learned the violin. After the accomplished life I hope to lead, that wouldn't be so bad haha. Poetically simple. Like "Never been better."
Death quotes.. aren't they always the best? That epitome of enlightenment. When this world has entered retrospect and all you have is eternity ahead. Just a cool thought. I wanna keep living my life.. each day brings me closer, baby!
So.. today was a work day.
Literally been working since I got home early.. had to skip my lift and prove to myself I'm not a total Dopamine addict. That rush is nice, but it's nice to know you can find satisfaction elsewhere, you know? "Any Other Name.." Wasn't this in White Oleander? I think I've gone down this path before. Cool song anyway.
Got to school in the morning and went through the routine. Interesting tidbits: probably slept through half the day, all the times I wasn't learning. Like downtime was literally head-down-on-the-table time. I think that was almost all of history.. the deal was we were literally doing the same exact lesson we've been doing. I still learned an equivalent amount throughout the day, I just got a little more shuteye.
The real work came in with Philosophy and the day's remaining homework.
But I almost forgot one of the other interesting tidbits that led to a bit of a complimentary ridicule.
So I brought it up for the first time tonight when my dad was telling me how his attendings had been telling him how to deal with things in smoother, more concise, more confident ways, manually. Ways to look like you know what you're doing. And then I told him he didn't want to be like me. And nervously let a carton of chicken noodle soup explode over you and your comfy sweats. Because then you have to ask your teacher if you can change your clothes. Then you have to realize all you have got left is some gym clothes you didn't change into because you were so comfortable in the ones you had been wearing all day. But then you're dressed like SuperGymClassHero (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0wQAx5LXNc) and deal with the reception of the apparent dressgloating you'll do for the remainder of the day.
You definitely don't want to do that.. because then you're kinda like me. Imperfect.
So that was school.
Philosophy class came in later.
That was a lot of work.. and I found out I missed my first few points. Now I only have a 98.4% on the class.
And PreCalc might have gone down from my rounded 107 as well. Whatever. That's what happens as time goes along. Grades fluctuate.
Sorry if this is rambling, but I've noticed as I go back through and read it in the Awesome Inc. (as it is LITERALLY called, I swear, start up your own journal if you don't believe me.. pretty sure it's the default) format that it doesn't seem so stupid. So you might be reading this and thinking I'm the smartest righter under the face of the son. And yes, I almost fixed that but felt it would serve you good towards the truth and out of the horribly mistaken state of being.
Damn, I love E.S. Posthumus.
Guys, if you want some awesome music: Pandora Palladio.
So yeah.. I'm loving this. Being stupid in front of whoever wants to take a look and just being so whatever about it. I don't care if y'all like me anyway.. I'd prefer it to be the other way around sometimes, actually. I could use a good fight.
Anyway.. bored.
Throwing out random thoughts.
Letting you read or ignore.. your choice.
Cascade by Hyper, anyone?
Okay, screw you guys, you've robbed twenty minutes. Assholes.
Peace.
I'm off to chill with Jack Bauer.
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